Two years ago, the wily twinklet and his then-boyfriend, Grant Roy, slipped into wire-taps and drove to the beach to meet Harlow. Moments before they arrived, Brent had to work to overcome his nerves. “My stomach hurts,” he told Grant. “You’re just going to have to suck it up,” was Grant’s reply. “I know,” Brent said.

Suck it up he did. Brent has barely stated anything publicly about the trial, but now that he’s testified, he’s airing his well-earned relief on his blog. (The whole entry can be found here.)

I feel completely and utterly deflated right now … Often times, I sit back and I wonder what the percentage is of my readers and fans that even have any clue that I’ve toiled with this predicament.  Did you know?  … When Bryan was killed, everything in my world crumbled to my feet [and] I was stripped of all credibility in the eyes of most people.

I got through it. And now that it’s over, I can finally afford to relieve some of the steam and pressure that has built up inside of me. I can finally, truly and honestly look to the future and know it’s wide open from here.

In all earnest, I’m growing tiresome of living this extraordinary life.  It’s time for me to just settle down and make a little porn.  If mainstream is in the cards for me then I’ll rise to the challenge. But for now, I’m tired … It will be onward and upward, as it ever was for me.  Even if I caught a few snags on along the way as I ascend.

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